it's my life

Friday, December 18, 2009

2 dreadful weeks without your presence,
lacking of phone calls.
All we had were short conversations.

A thousand apologies if I were to ever made you sad,
cry & made you worry about me.
You know that i wouldn't do such things to you.
Just think of it as a test of your will.

I faithfully have abide to my vow.

17more hours till I can hold you in my arms.

Yours sincerely,
NFA.

ps: your past entries & drafts are an ultimate turn off.

Siraj Kasturi [2:00 AM]

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

this will be the last post for now...

i will not be able to touch the computer for a whole of 2 weeks until i get to get out from camp..

yes people.. im going in to ns this morning!!!!

in like less then 5hrs..

this post is all for you babe...

im so sorry to have to leave you for 2 weeks..

but i got to.. i have no other choice..

have to serve the country...

i am so sorry....

baby i love you so much.. im starting to miss you oready..

i hope you do towards me too...

you are my only one...

im gonna read that whole book that u gave me before i go to sleep in camp..

and write down every feelings i have in there..

this post will not do much talking of how much you really mean to me..

i will keep to my promise and hope you do too to yours...

baby your the best...

best i ever had...

here i go!!

screem my lungs out!!

try and get to you!!!

you are my only one!!!

i hope this will do baby...

i really got to go to bed...

need to wake up really early...

im so sorry baby...

i love you sayang...

mwah!!!!!!

Siraj Kasturi [3:25 AM]

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

back to blogging....

had been commanded by darla to blog....

im just being so sceptic bout the previous post...

actually nothing happen of what she said...

somthing did happen but not things of what i thought it would be..

but too bad... were turn down!!!

hahahahaha!!!!

baby, i know you know public dont know ok...

ooooookkkkk!!!!! hoooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!

hahahaha........

i had such a fun time with darla today..

went to window shop at ION..

finally we complete the journey (to the netherworld) at ION together...

walk through the whole of the shopping center excepet for the last basement which is the food area... not a single thing we miss...

ok la... certain part is fun.. certain part is a bore...

im just so lazy to type such a long post...

btw, im performing with my band, Mercenarian, on the 5th of December..

its a farewell gig...

comedown if you could.. it only cost $5...

a $$$ cheaper than contraband ciggs...

to summerise it all....

I LOVE NATASYA FARAH AMALINA BABY DARLING SAYANG etc etc. SO MUCH!!!!!!!

Siraj Kasturi [1:25 AM]