it's my life

Sunday, November 29, 2009

i dont know why but just suddenly feel like blogging....

been feeling quite weird...

dont ask me why...

baby darla is at her wife a.k.a elly's crib..

sleeping over...

i thought that shes straight going to her place but no... yet another thing....

suddenly she send me a text saying shes flirting with the skater guys...

hmmm.... i dont know...

whats the benefit of revenge?

whats the definition of revenge?

that i wanna know.....

going to ns soon...

i just need more time.. more time to spend with wife...

i hope this coming week wont be a pack week for me..

i want to spend time with her before i leave..

i bet if she read this, she will just go," yeah right.. as if.."

hmmm.. i know i cheat on her before..

yes people.. i cheat on her... and things just not getting well?

i want her.. its just so hard for me to describe just how much she means to me...

yeah i love her... i love her so much till words just cant describe...

i love you baby darla....

Siraj Kasturi [1:03 AM]

Monday, November 23, 2009

harloo peeps... back from the lost galaxy to blog...

this post is dedicated to my one and only Natasya Farah Amalina..

nobody else is to be involve...

you are like the pearl of my eye..

you make me shine like no other...

sometimes when im with you i feel shy..

but you make me smile like no one bother..

baby darla, you make me feel so special even when we have our ups and downs..

you never fail to make me smile when im down...

i never fail to sense your care and concern towards me when some shit happen...

eventhough you hurt lucy bad, your still the one i love...

we keep on saying we want to make it happen.. that really is gonna happen if we want it to..

baby dear, i love you so much...

you make me have a sense of belonged...

you made me feel like no other...

i love you baby....

look, not a single word of negativity....

*shake shake lucy*

hope this is enough to make you smile...

i love you darling.......
i sayang you........

Siraj Kasturi [12:19 AM]