
i out of words.....
i just dont know what my thoughts are right now...
the important things or people whom i really treasure went just like that...
for example, the picture above...
my ex-band, Ignified Sins (IGS).....
i admit, that is the most memorable yet enjoyable bunch of groups i treasured the most..... when im down, they are my pillar of hope...
but now, everybody decide to go on their own journey....
Hilmi, Burnt & Jebat - M.I.A
Kasman - Theobusion & Melancholy Downfall
Anwar - Theobusion & Chaos Infernos
Siraj - Revolt
handful of people came up to me asking me the same question..
"why close IGS??"
"when are you guys getting back together??"
"why waste the effort? open IGS back cause we will be there to support!"
i am lost at words when those questions were asked..
sometimes i feel embarrased....
i planned on opening IGS back but im sure it will not be the same...
Kasman & Anwar awaits my decision if i were to open it back...
seriously i miss the old time.....
i wish IGS will have the chance to have a proper final performance along side Mercenarian's old line up.....
on the other hand, talking about IGS, i miss this someone who supports me when im with the band... she has always been there without fail, headbanging front stage when we perform... shes everyone favorite girl.....
that girl should know herself who she is......
besides that, im missing alot of people right now.....
mainly, Ignified Sins, Fyra, Villarosa, and those 159 people who had been on a M.I.A...... now is not like the past where, without fail, someone will ring to slack at 159.... i just miss those times......
looking forward......
im jamming with Revolt soon after this...
got to prepare for the upcoming competition...
soon after that, will be going to CBTL..
having midnight shift......
i think, till here is enough....
till my next update......
au revoir