night after night.... the same dream came to haunt.... its all about the same thing and the same person.... why is this happening?? what is the meaning to all this??
i 've not sleep well or easy say, have not sleep for 2 days just thinking bout all this... and when i sleep... it came again and again.... i thought.. it would give me a much comfortable night of sleep but no.... if you were to ask,"why didn't you sleep for the 2 days?" my answer would be i got lots of things think... when i say lots, it means alot.... for example, how to be mature....
yeah i admit.. i'm not mature.... im still in-mature like how some people think of me.... so yeah... i sat back with a friend on either night talking and changing my thoughts to a mature person....
no one is the judge.. not even myself but only this single particular person......
mature is a heavy word... it is all up to the person's perspective of thinking.... if they are matured, their way of thinking or actions must always be thought before they do anything or said anything...... if you were to ask me, do i meant what i said by saying,"i love you"? my answer is yes.... a thick yes.... whenever i said that word, i always think to myself whether or not i mean it, and yes.. i do mean it..... if i wont, i wouldn't have said it at all.....
i was given time to changed.... a promise was even made with the night being the witness.... "i will wait for you no matter how long it takes until you really change..".... as for my thought that night... do you meant what you said or just saying it to get away for sometime?? ok.. i don't wanna assume...... yeah.. only time will tell when you meet me to judge, have i changed well enough.....
i think this should be enough... i've kept lots of things in heart, and finally the time will come for me to say it all out....... take care... and i love you loads.... i miss you too........
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`SirajKasturi(:
