heyho....
im at work right now...
starting shift at 9 so decide to bring this laptop for a walk..
i dont know why, but theres just lots of memories here and there almost everywhere...
anywhere i go, there must be a memory there....
alright... for example...
im sitting here where all the journey begins..
yeah.. its at the airport...
when im at redhill for training, the mrt is the stop where she waited before..
when i step for a smoke outsode at my work, theres where she use to sit beside me either smoke with me or wait for me....
when im at work, shes most of the time there sitted, using her laptop, waiting for me to finish....
theres just way too much memories...
see.... anywhere i go, there just simply a memory there....
even when im at home.....
people told me, raj, take it easy....
raj forget bout it...
raj relax..
raj this...
raj that.....
hey.. if you're in my position right now, where you love that person very much even she did things she promise not to do no more, then you'll know....
yeah i know some off you people been thru what im in right now and i understand..... thanks for the courage of helping..
appriciate it loads peeeps...
while i was sitting alone smoking just now, i come to think...
does she really mean her words??
does she really love me when shes with me or just cheating with my feelings??
i dont want to say just like who... but the she knows who....
she brought up the topic that 'her friend' did this to me..
but why is she herself doing the same thing to me????
(whoah the irony......)
i dont know whether she still bother to check my blog...
cos if she do, she always tag but now, no...
ann and mizan coming over here later to get freebies...
hahahahaha......
will be busy working after this till tomorrow morning....
how i wish, she will come over maybe later to keep an eye on me or maybe she misses me(wont happen i guess) or anything....
to be frank, yeah i misses & i love her still just like before..
(if not, i wouldn't be wasting my time blogging bout her)
i dont know if she still does...
or maybe she found someone else...
IF you're reading this, prove to me wrong that you didn't do all that i mentioned above..... meet me up, or call me up or text me or anything...
if you still care bout me that is...
if you dont, hah.. i understand....
i cut some slack for this week cos i undrstand you're busy with assignment and all.... busy with other things i may not know....
only god knows......
alright....
got to start working....
`SirajKasturi(:
