broke down the whole of today.....
nobody really cares...
she text me this morning asking whether or not im ok...
yeah i replied a no....
i can't take the fact that we're over.....
people kept on telling me to move on..
hey bebs, if you were to be in my shoe, im sure its hard for you too...
i asked her whether or not she still love me.. she replied with a don't know as usual...
to be honest... i cried in class quite a number of times...
in the bus on the way home...
i know im being too emotional....
like what anwar says,"no matter how tough a guy is.. about love can make them cry.."
i respect when he said that....
i wrote on my msn nick,"im breaking down.. i want you back b..."
to my shocked, she put,"i don't want you back"..
fucking sad after seeing that....
three guys are aftering her right now...
i'm sure i know two of them...
but the third, im not sure...
isit me, or someone else??
nah... im not sure...
im not putting high hopes... but.....
like what people say,"let the best man win.."
i just need another chance to prove myself worthy towards her....
but im not sure shes willing to accept it....
well baby.... its up to you to choose....
i really hope you choose me cause im goin to promise you that im going to change..
im going to prove myself to you that im worthy of the last chance that you're going to give me..
if you decide to choose either one from the two or three of them, i bid you all the best...
yeah, im going to be there as a friend if you willing to accept me as one...
you've seen me cried in the bus beside you the other night... im sure you realise how serious
i am that i don't want to lose you and going to worth another chance...
but i guess you're going to stick to your decision of being friends like how you said to me just now in the morning.... well b, by then im sure things are going to be different for the both of us... you go on your way with the rockers, im going on my own way with the metals... i want you to take your own time on thinking which one you're going to choose and which you're going to be much happier with.... i don't want you to regret after making your decision.... take care b.. take care..
whenever you need me, im just a text or a call away for you to reach....
i maybe returning back you zippo lighter back cause it just brings lots of memories during the night your gave me that lighter.... and i can't bear bringing the memories along without you by my side.... just make your decision wisely................
lots of love, SirajSalim......
`SirajKasturi(:
