i'm seriously being confuse right now???what's happening??am i being prank??just what's happening??did not receive any text messages or miss call today...
she didn't even give me a single text.....
i tried messaging her but she did not reply.....
thing all happen so fast.....
i first time i called her, she was at home... i ask her out to chill but she refuse...
the second time i called her, she was out.....
she told me she's at the night market near by her house with her "adik".
i just kept my silence and think positively.....
after that i fall asleep....
when i woke up at 7.15pm or so, there's nothing received.....
i text her.. she didn't even reply....
i called her up.... this is when the whole issue starts.....
shes out.... she said she was waiting for her brother to take somthing...
at that point of time, there were voices in the background as if she was slacking with someone..
everytime i ask, she said she was alone and was waiting for her brother and start shouting at me.
i can't take the shit, so i hung up the phone....
i text her again, asking where she is seriously, she didn't reply yet again...
when i called her back again, i start giving all that harsh tone....
she was all attitude up.... asking why am i shouting and all...
i told her, the first time i called, she was shouting at me and all...
i ask her things, she replied in a "can't be bothered" tone...
how can i not be mad.....
the last thing she said,"da uh! diam uh!!" and she hung up....
i was so fucking hurt sak!!
its like what the fuck.....
next, i call maan...
this is when i felt like i've been prank or even being hurt....
as we were talking, there were tone of people in the background....
he said that he was slacking with his mates....
ok i did not suspect of anything.....
then we just hung of over a thing i just can't recalled...
suddenly.... i received a text from her....
"if u not happy, then break uh... whats wrong with u sia.." is what i received....
call maan back....
was crying by then......
then, somthing happens till i suspected somthing's fishy....
someone in the background was talking and his voice was like ANWAR'S voice....
i god damn know how was his voice like that why i suspected its him...
maan told that guy and name him "din"..
maan said.. "diam la din!"
the thing he replied which makes me suspect things,"my name is not din.. my name is ANdin.."
get the picture???
its like fucking obvious that they are slacking with each other....
lemon, maan, anwar and others only god know who...
i don't fucking care if they wanna slack....
all i care is her....
how can she not text me or called me eversince yesterday....
i've been waiting and being hurt...
she didn't even care.....
i've text her, she didn't even replied.....
haiz...........
baby...
its not that i'm not happy with you in any way...
i just don't.... but how come you must treat me this way...
what wrong did i do this time......
i didn't control you anymore...
i didn't do anything else....
and yet, this is all i receive??
is this my punishment????
b, why must all this happen...
do u really mean your words of wanna break up???
must we end our relationship just because of this....
why cant i get a chance to change???
i wanna change b....
cant think of anything else...
~=SirajKasturi=~
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