heyhey bitches.....
its a long long long time eversince i update my blog....
time to renew the whole shits....
updatin the layouts soon...
okok... i don't know where to start basiccaly...
ok let me start by saying.....
i have a new girl in life...
her name is Nur Atika bte Leman(Lemon)...
i love her very-very much...
i know she love me but not that fully......
she have probs to face with her friends and ex...
i tried my part to help but, she refuse to tell me shits...
she want me to change which would take time....
i don't even know what does she wants from me...
but still, i'm trying my best to get her point and change myself for the better...
she love me, but at the same time, she like her EX...
her ex still love her....
thats the point which makes me trigger my anger when they start contacting...
bottom line is, i love my lemon... im willing to sacrifice anythin for her sake...
now, i fear of losing her....
she don't like me to control her life...
but the question is, why must her friend and EX control her life....
what the fuck is this???!!!
but still never mind...
i shall just keep my silence till everything ends....
lets change the topic shall we.....
i'm dead tired after thonning at rosewood's family banglow...
thon with lemon, acap, imran n rosewood himself....
for the start we talked bout bands and more bands...
then as time moved to a later time, the topic change to a much grusome topic...
acap almost cried after seeing a "rocker" in the bunglow...
but it turned out to me rosewood cousin.... that bikini girl!!we had great time there....
my first time thonning beb.... so yeah, really enjoy the time....
hit the road at about 8 n reached home at 9 sharp...
was really swaying here and there....
can't sleep my parents had to meet my form teacher of my results.....
then head to centery square to have our lunch, and head home straight after....
straight to the bed for me and here i am just woke up.....
honestly, i'm feeling down right now.....
i don't know why must all this shits happen.....
why isit so hard for her to listen to me and much easier to listen to her friend n EX??
who the hell am i???
but still, like i said to her, i'm getting use to her new behaviour....
i'm still keeping my chill.....
don't want to execute my anger at no point....
i really really thank and respect my bro Maan Rosewood for chilling me and her...
he really really sacrifice his time for helping us to solve our problem....
i guess there's nothing else for me to blog....
maybe later or tomorrow....
ya'll shitheads take good care of yourself and your love ones aight.....
take care......
Heavy must stick together, OR others must die!!!!
ouh baby....
if you're reading this...
i want you to know that i love you very much...
i don't wish to lose you in any way to come.....
i want you to be mine and only mine....
i hope you realise how great the impact is of you on my life....
you have brought me up when i'm down.....
i don't know whats going to happen to me when you're not around baby....
i love you very much baby.....
hope you feel the same towards me....
don't care what people say baby... we just lead life our way...
don't listen to what people say bout us....
they are just ruining our life.... and want us to be off.... not making us much happy....
i hope you listen to your heart and not listening to what people say and what they want from you.....
think bout it baby... your just being their dog.......
just talk and share your problems with me k.... i shall try my best to help you....
furthermore, i'm your guy hunny.......
take care baby..... i love you very much......
mwahh mwahhh.....
~=Siraj Kasturi=~
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