the time is showing at 5 am...
can't sleep thinking what is goin to happen later.....
i'm confuse... seriously confuse.....
my mind starts to be in a mess....
don't know what to think off......
people are all speechless of what to say....don't know how to help.... don't know what to do....i don't really seek help but i seek advices....how am i going to overcome all this in the end.....i don't know what is on her mind....
i don't know whether or not she still love....she gave me a comment at friendster saying,"ifdlya."when i ask her.. she says she just press and has no meaning...to me.. i came to figure out her message....it stands for,"I Finally Don't Love You Anymore"..its up to you guys to decide whether or not i'm right....somthing happen just now....i don't wish to right it up here...i don't want to cause any un happiness...but.. it just hurt me deeply....yet, i controlled it all and act as if nothing happen....it seems like she doesn't care bout me anymore....i don't know...she wants me still to change....yet, nobody realise i've change.....she told me she needs a time off...yea i am giving her without hesitation....for those of you who know me well, it is hard for me to change in a short bid of time....its hard for me to give in... its hard for me to change....but yet, all that happen in just a week....i've change but no one realise it....how great is that....but nevermind... im still putting in more effort to change for the better.....going to a gig later....but i got a prob....my immortal shirt is torn at the back! how fucking great is that.....i'm all fuck up don't know what to wear....but nevermind... there is always a solution in every problem....till here is enough.... want to rest.........
`SirajKasturi(:
