salamz salamz too all readers....
haiz.... as usual.. im stressin out....
im so stuck of hidayah....
filzah act as if she dun even cared bt i noe deep in her she's sad...
i love her... but i love dayah more...
i noe to certain people, im stupid....
i hav a such a better grl like filzah, y wud i still wan to chase aft dayah....
deres so many reasons...
but i only share it with people whom i trust n close to....
i cant post it here as its too personal....
all i can say is, i still love n care for dayah.....
i went to her place da other day to pay a visit to ibu as she had jus done with her operation..
wen i enter her room, dayah was dere sleepin...
ibu told me to wake her up which i did...
all she ever said aft she woke up is, "asl dier dtg... menyebok jek...."
i was upset but i didn say much as i was dere to visit ibu n nt her....
all da way, she was nt in da mood n didn even talk to me.....
i cant do anythin.... aft she went out to study, i talk to ibu for a while...
ibu told me dat dayah was mad at me n she wud be mad wen she sees my face...
like duh im upset but i didn say much la...
all i said to ibu is dat, its all up to dayah... i cant force her to like me...
i hav to earn her trust n liking....
im goin to post a song liric which i was told to be a song dat dayah like...
its a mly song uh... n da song is da first on my player bside here.....
u can hear it while readin da lirics....
i guess till here onli my post will be....
i need to sleep... bsok skola!!! argh!!!!
okok.. nitey nitey....
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