day by day is pass.....
my stress is still accompanyin me along da way....
im seriously stuck....
y must dis always happen to me.....
i ask dayah y cant dere be peace between us....
n da ans is," i dunno.. i just hate u..."
i noe ive done alot of mistakes towards her but y must she continue to aviod me....
i want to make up for it but y am i nt given da chance.....
i noe la she has totally given up hope with me.... but y.....
the fact is, ya, ive been repeatin dis alot of times at dis blog...
i love her..... i love her more den i love filzah...
i jus wish i can turn back time n prove to her dat im still worth of her guy...
bt too bad, dere isnt anymore chances....
i hope she reads this n realise everythin....
but da reaction she wud give is only,"wateva, bobal konek"
y cant she stop n tink for a while of da words n da past between me n her....
like wat ibu said to me,"both of u want to show ur ego towards each other"
i noe its true but i dun show much ego twards her nowadays....
weneva she try to contact me in anyway nomatter on msn or da phone,
i treat her extra kind n nt blastin of my temper or ego weneva she tried to make me...
i try to control myself as hard as i can jus so she realise it but no i dun tink so....
i tink jus till here....
i shall to blog again ltr.....
*~=BoY_BaDdY=~*
`SirajKasturi(:
