harloo2....
haiz.. to be honest.. im in a no mood situation... rite now....
im so fuck up... haiz... da grl dat i love dump me again... haiz...
y must dis always happen in mylife... what wrong did i do...
i noe la midyear nk dkt but dat mus nt be da reason pe... i dunno if she is cheatin on me or wat but seriously... im feelin so depressed... jus y!!!! ouh god... plz forgive me for wat i hav sin but u cant take wat i really love away from me... i love her!! y mus da decision be so sudden... y must it always does... jus y!!!
ouh hidayah.. if ur readin dis... i really love u with all my heart... i noe i hav been a such a bad guy for hurtin u many times but this shud nt be da decision u hav to me.. i noe u need some space.. y cant u jus tell me... im willing to give it to u... y cant u tell me eye to eye dat u wan to break so i noe hw much im hurt n hw much ur hurt... plz forgive me... i shall keep my promise to u dat i will study hard n strive high for all my exams... but i jus neet u by my side... i cant leave wtout u... ibu even feel sorry for me but all da decision lies in ur hands... she cant help u with it...
i got no one to rely on from nw on as ur gone... no one to talk to everynite, no one to share my probs.. jus no one... ur da only one whose dere for me... but y mus u leave me...
i cant stop fuckin cryin writin dis blog... i sorry to u guys who read my blog for me bein so emo... dis is da only place i cant let all my feelins out... i guess till here... i cant continue... haiz....
for those who r attach, all i can say is that take good care of ur relationship.. dun abuse it... well.. jus take care u guys....
*~=BoY_BaDdY=~*
here is a photo dat i create jus now wen im feelin bored n hurt....
`SirajKasturi(:
