harloo2... go evening... n u noe wat??? my head is killing me!!!
argh!!! pening semcm sak... go doc jus nw n was told to hav tension headache...
too much thinkin nyer psl...
wat hav i been tinkin?? haiz... i guess i tink too much bout hidayah.. i wan to forget bout her but i simply cant... to be honest, seriously, i dreamt of her everynite... no matter if its bout my family or wat so eva.. her face wud appear... n da way she treat me is jus fine.... jus like da old her... i really miss da old her.... she was completely diff now... she was so calm, loving n sincere in da past.. but now, she's rowdy, rebelious n rough.... my hidayah, where r u....
i help people to settle in their rship.. like shereen n aidil... aidil hav been msgin n stuffs wit hidayah dat shereen didn noe... i felt sorry for her till i told her everythin... she was damn hurt till she cried...
to dsturb in someone else rship but cmon... so, since im da fire starter in all dis, i end it by talkin settling da prob... everybody was hurt... hid n aidil deceide nt to contact wit each other at dat point of time.. nw i dunno.. bt i oready talk things out wit dil on da pone ystrdae n apologise to him... shereen was cool today.. but den i noe deep dwn in her, she was hurt.. i help to settle between da two grls... n i guess they r ok with everythin... but da thing i wonder, r they ok with me?? im da one who starts it all... guy, if ur readin dis, do forgive me... i had to do wat i had to do... i had somthin in mind to tell to hidayah on our one year but we jus did not make it.. so in replace, i told reen to tell aidil dis.. n i wish aidil wud feel da same way too....
dis is wat i said, " promise to each other, now we r one yr wit each other... i wan us to be sincere wit each other frm now on... no hiding things frm each other n all.... if we both gt probs, we shall talk to each other n settle it properly.. if u wan to msg2 ngn ur fren especially grls, do tell me bfore org lain smpi kn kt i or i get to noe myself...."
it hurt me writing this to reen cos this is wat i wan hidayah to noe.. but instead... no... haiz... to aidil.. shereen really wan u to noe dis.. take gd care of her aight... n happy advance one year annivesary to each other frm me...
i guess i jus stop here cos my headache is coming up... i cant tink too much... haiz... well take care guys... take good care of ur health n ur rship.......
*~=BoY_BaDdY=~*
`SirajKasturi(:
